I'm stuck with my chains

In an ocean

My leg has been tied to a ball

And it's holding me tight

I sink to the bottom

Thinking what could have been different if I had survived

Maybe what's bringing me down is all the things that Ido to be kind

Or maybe it's lack of sleep

Cause the other night

I was brinking on losing my mind

I dont know how I got here

I know that I put up a fight but it wasn't enough

I was free now I'm drowning

Im stuck getting pulled by this cuff

Deeper I'm falling not thinking but physically

Future is calling I wanna make history

As it starts to get darker I'll sink a bit farther

And be nothing more than a mystery

The water is cold like the silence

My brain has resorted to violence it's killing me

Maybe if I had just tried to be visibly

Happier I would be free from the fate that I've

Made for myself and I'm looking for help

I was somebody else am I still what they think of me

Death it just winks at me

bottom is what I see

Once I'm hit rocks than I'm certain that's it for me

Make a difference

Just change my vision

Break free addiction

Makes me start missing my

Old addition

I don't even listen to

Voices they tell me I'm dreaming

The sunlight is gleaming

Ignoring the feeling of warmth on my skin as I close my eyes

And I'm leading you deeper and deeper

This story is letting you see in my mind

I know that I'm sinking

But I can't for the life of me tell you why

The truth is the reason I'm stuck in the sea of anxiety

Escape is in reach but I don't even try

I'm stuck in the deep and I'm starting to die

I'm chained by my feet

And I'm starting to cry

Cause fears setting in

As my leash starts to loosen I open my eyes

All of the sudden

His chains came loose

Didn't know what do so he

LOOK UP

looked up there was light on the surface

So why was he hopeless with freedom in sight

Should be finding his purpose so now he's enlightened

He's thinking real clearly his senses are heightened

A whisper came softly it said

"You can't die yet"

Maybe now he can just get to the surface and

Try it

Changing his ways and his mindset

Looking for ways to get out of this debt

Cause the water is dark and he'll never forget

That he owes you his life

And he has some regrets

But his head above water now

Getting to shore and to safety is all that is left

Let me tell you what happens next as he takes a few breathes

He's free from his bondage

But the struggles not over

He's waiting for closure

He'll find it if he looks

But that's not how the story goes

It's not the moral

He swims to the shore

But the endings not spoiled

The fragrance he's smelling is floral

Sees a green light sitting on sand

I demand that you hear what he finds in the soil

The things that he gained are a plethora

Too much to fit into one little song

Be watchful and careful

Cause maybe you've had the chain tied to your leg all along

So Thorne what's the point what's the purpose

You say that your sad man we've already heard this

Well maybe I'm telling you something that's not on the level you see at the surface

Go deeper

You'll find all the of weight that I shed in that water

Look a bit closer I promise you deep from my heart that the pain just got started from here it can only get harder