"Ideals are peaceful, history is violent"

I'd find a shadow in your light, under a second

I've been betrayed by people closer than a best friend

Pray for nights like this I met the reverend

Keep it by my side, intestines

Please don't fucking speak to me

Pale white skin, translucent, read my energy

Preying on the weak I know you're wondering what we could be

Repeat it in my dreams I told her "please don't fucking speak to me"

Put my blood sweat tears tryna figure it out

Ain't nothing ringing in my head it's how you speak to me now

Watch the night fall slowly, seeping with doubts

You wronged me over again, you think it's weakened me, how?

Laugh as you watch me fall

Strengthen my spirit I wait for a call

Please admit that you bit me when you hit that wall

You submit to the pressure that's laid on your jaw

I'd find a shadow in your light, under a second

Been betrayed by people closer than a best friend

Pray for nights like this I met the reverend

Keep it by my side, intestines

Please don't fucking speak to me

Pale white skin, translucent, read my energy

Preying on the weak I know you're wondering what we could be

Repeat it in my dreams I told her "please don't fucking speak to me"

I'd find a shadow in your light under a second

Been betrayed by people closer than a best friend

Pray for nights like this I met the reverend

I keep it by my side, intestines

I'd find a shadow in your light under a second

Been betrayed by people closer than a best friend

Pray for nights like this I met the reverend

I keep it by my side, intestines

Please don't fucking speak to me

Pale white skin, translucent, read my energy

Preying on the weak I know you're wondering what we could be

Repeat it in my dreams I told her "please don't fucking speak to me"