How can I be

So disrespectful to me?

Blocking my emotions just to be

Easier to hang out

Easier to fuck with

Easier to pick up

At the first bar round the corner

There's gotta be a sign on my chest

That says "no attachment"

In big ass bold caps but

I won't complain if he leaves

Deep down I know I'm nothing to him

'cause he already has a girlfriend

I let you pull the strings

'cause I wasn't strong to hold 'em

I let you cut me up

So you knew I wasn't holy

Surrounded by all these faces

I feel wobbly

But in the end it's just me and my monsters

And I've been so stressed out

I've been faking and I'm fed up

Of feeling so spaced out

I've been caught up in my set up

Mess around, call me off, let me down

Mess around, call me off, let me down

Foolish of me

To think that after the hit

You'd still want to show the courtesy

To stay up for the hang out

After all this fucking

Now you won't even pick up

And yet since day one, I've been falling

From cloud nine

Cool, that's how I look from the outside yeah

You got me acting like a clown out here

Just pretend I didn't leave my blood on your couch like that

And I've been so stressed out

I've been faking and I'm fed up

Of feeling so spaced out

I've been caught up in my set up

Mess around, call me off, let me down

Mess around, call me off, let me down