Me Vs. The World

Sometimes I try not to hate myself

For everything I never said

When you were here

And so I'm burning up photographs

Of what was a perfect past

Cause I'm still here

But I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference

Between me and the world

And ever since you've been gone

I've been torn apart

I know that you can't hear me but

I'm still hurt

And I wish you were here

It's so hard that I try to bury it

Pretend that you didn't exist

So I can be strong

But I feel sick

And I feel diseased

Cause everyone abandons me

And I can't move along

Cause I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference

Between me and the world

And ever since you've been gone

I've been torn apart

I know that you can't hear me but

I'm still hurt

And I wish you were here

I can not pretend you didn't exist

Misery is just a state of mind

Hiding from the world's no way to live

So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine

I'll be fine

But since I lost you I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference between

Me and the world

And ever since you've been gone

I've been torn apart

I know that you can't hear me but

I'm still hurt

So I look up to the stars

And wonder out loud

Why everything I had in life

Has fallen from my arms

Can you even hear this song?

I'm screaming at the clouds

Screaming to a galaxy

That never cared at all

That I need you here