It Don't Matter

Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing Trying to find something I guess it's back to huffin' paint and model glue Oh how I die when I look At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue Rainy days and cold stares broken love affairs Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile Who cares? I think I'll go to sleep for a while now I'm barely livin' in my skin Depression's my only friend And I don't know where I am heading Tryin' to forget where I've been And I'm so sick of lying God please show me that silver lining Cuz I've heard tell And I'm not well My heads full of hell And this world's a jail, but And it don't matter, and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear And it don't matter and I don't care I let my pain into the air Cuz everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear And as the pain begins to displace Had it to ear level with this place You see it on my face: a state of suspended grace Gradually I erase, and find comfort in the sickest womb I might be present but not in the room To whom it may consume Melting ensembles, bleeding chellos Running through Bordellos drama Like Othello hidin' out from Poncharello Dead off in the Median Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral So they say that life's a play And that all the world's a stage Then for another part I pray The show ends the same way everyday And my heart carries the pain Of a brain I can't explain Am I insane? Am I insane? And it don't matter, and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear And it don't matter, and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear And everything good is gone And everything good is gone And everything good is gone And everything bad is here And everything bad is here And everything bad is here It doesn't really matter now does it And it don't matter, and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear And it don't matter, and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear, yeah Everything good's over Is hard hard to bear Everything is hard to bear And everything here's hard to bear Everything is hard to bear