The Venom Inside

The venom inside Turned me into the enemy Turned into what I hate My apathy got the best of me Blood boiled, I lost my way I never thought I'd be the one to blame Have to live with constant shame Everything that I put inside Just to feel numb I tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside Tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside This was nothing but moral abuse Guess I just needed something new What could I gain from solitude? Or acting like a fool? I tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside Tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside Disconnected, apathetic It's so pathetic to be this frantic I needed help, I needed help Like methadone for an addict I tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside Tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside