Another Suicide

I close my eyes and fade away, back to yesterday

When none of this seemed real and everyone would let me be

Fall upon my knees, seek comfort from a rosary

But God's been gone so long why would he waste his time on me

I fucked up everything I've ever done and you were always

Right there laughing at me

I know that I'm a failure I can't dig myself up from

This grave you've made for me

I'm in the grave you made for me

I search the sky for the answers but all I see is grey

Even the angels turn their face

I try to pray to God but why should he help me

Maybe I don't believe today

And all the people that I've called friends are nowhere

Seems they turned their back on me

I know if I had someone to talk to

I could work this shit out

It's such a sick fascination

With my wrist in this knife

I can't believe that I have come to this

Tonight I'm taking my life

So tell my family I'm sorry

And tell my friends I said goodbye

There's nothing left in this life for me

I'm just another suicide

I'm just another suicide