Suicidal Failure

Father, forgive me, for I know not what I do

I tried everything, now I'll leave it up to you

I don't want to live, I don't know why

I don't have no reasons, I just want to die

I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to have some help

I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired

I'm barely just nineteen, but my life I will retire

I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun

I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done

I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to have some help

I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

I took all my mother's sleeping pills

I jumped off a freeway bridge

I drank three kinds of poisons

And drove my car off a ridge

I beat myself with a bat

Put a noose around my head

I overdosed on heroin

But I'm still not dead

I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to have some help

I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

Death may not be the answer, it can't be all great

But me, I'm not into living, with life I can't relate

By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it'll be fun

I want to start my second life now, so shoot me with your gun

I'm a punk (Suicidal)

Not any punk (Suicidal)

Don't want to die (Suicidal)

I'd rather try (Suicidal)

On the street (Suicidal)

At the game (Suicidal)

At the beach (Suicidal)

At my school (Suicidal)