I won that fight

The pain was mine

I sunk to martyrdom

So... you'll never see how you betrayed me

Soon there will be no more -- you'll no longer plague me

How could you think to take away my home

How could I have thought to sacrifice myself for you again?

Will we never speak again? Now it's a war of self-concern

And I have no more sympathy for you who so deserted me...

But you were once someone to hold on to

You were all I had to put my faith into

And throughout all of my blackest days

You were the one I thought I knew would stay (out of compassion)

And now the only thing that gives me pleasure is knowing

You betrayed him too, and oh what will he do to you, when he finds out

You fucked his enemy

You fucked his devil-counterpart, and he's such an angel, oh your violent angel

Will he -- what will he do to you -- will he wish you luck in nonexistence too?

I love knowing, all of those nights you deserted me, you betrayed him, too, oh ...

And I know I fought for myself for once, and I love it

And hope, oh you finally killed

Let him break the vessel I had filled

With trust, with perfect trust

And I thank you for forcing me to learn

To never hope, never more

Now, I say, you are nothing to me

I say you are nothing to me now

Then why, every time I close my eyes you're there

And I relive it all

The pain of loss, the fear

But I, I've already been there once, why every night again, again...

And the last dream that I had, we laughed together one last time

About our mutual hatred