Dutches hold my blunts wake up and smoke up on the patio

Men ain’t from the trenches if they never got showed how to roll 

Money comes with trouble summoned to me like it’s accio

Try to leave the past alone but still ain’t feeling happy though

It’s Why I’m still geeking

Sinking off the deep end

Every day hallucinate don’t know what’s fake I’m seeping 

In a genjutsu 

This peace ain’t what I am used to

Unless it’s bundled with bullets and a barrel used to shoot through

No ain’t new to hearing whoopty whoop

Rolled by moms often 

Boys in blue are useless if you fit the shoes I walk in

Lost on a lonely road 

What gave me warmth is cold as snow

Grandma found comatose 

On the commode there’s goes my hope

Airbnbs sipping lean til I overdose

Seizing in a roach infested home location no one knows

Dms in my phone 

Don’t fix me being alone 

Same thing 

Different bitches 

Only need me to be stoned

Let’s go

Take a sweet

To the face with weed

That’s my favorite thing 

Medicated me since age sixteen no recreation see I’m

Waiting patiently

 like 50 cent for something changing seems

I’m paying for my sinning how I’m living gods forsaken me

California savage that’s smacking up on your DoorDash

Crashing into more cash

Like Rambo up on a warpath

Hoes put on a show to slow your roll so assure that

If she wildin iPhones on silent so Imma just ignore that

Packing a Mag in the back of the bag with laptops That record tracks

Scrapping like a fat bitch when I was precious And the stores passed

Free cookies doubt

Nowadays they looking out 

Contemplating what saved me from what my life could be now

Cuz

Staring at cadavers makes you Wonder what really matters

Keep your eye out for attackers

Might be your final fight like haggar

Back in the past with my raiders hat

My actions were so bad 

That the fact I’m here and they’re not makes the situation sadder

Rest in peace