Where those songs inspired by, where you really full of life when you saw me there hoping I would speak?

And there's so many hidden thoughts and times of wonder I'd forgot

I cannot make this up but I am second guessing

And my heart it beats so hard

But on the surface disregards

That any feeling feel so harsh they're rushing inside me

Sit me down like a child, brush the fear from my wildest dream

Let me speak

Cause sometimes I hide my truth to make it easier to just get through

And when I was a child I held it in, I raged a fire inside my mind

No one saw that side

And my heart it beats so hard

But on the surface disregards

That any feeling feel so harsh they're rushing inside me

And when I was a child I held it in, I raged a fire inside my mind

No one saw that side

Were those songs inspired by, were you really full of life when you saw me there hoping I would speak?