I'm gonna have a heart attack

That's the only way I'll unpack my

Bag choke me out like it's a snag

Waiting for the light to come back on

I been in the dark for too long

Now I'm at the point where I can't take it

Harboring emotions staying strong

A pressure too great and now I'm breaking

I tire myself I'm easy to break

In dreams I dwell a fragile mistake

Ask GOD what to look out for yet I know it's staring me right in the face

Gas me up like I'm Jupiter then rip me up like a black hole tearing up space

I say that I'm not afraid to catch all life's grenades

But what I'm dodging's more like mortars

Breaking down the bricks I've laid

I'm taking cover in a familiar place

I hope to recover what I have misplaced

I'm gonna have a heart attack

That's the only way I'll unpack my

Bag choke me out like it's a snag

Waiting for the light to come back on

I been in the dark for too long

Now I'm at the point where I can't take it

Harboring emotions staying strong

A pressure too great and now I'm breaking

I done broke my back in half just hold my world up right

I done walked straight through the fire just to drown the cold of night

I'm breathing smoke and singed my lungs

Spitting blood with how I sung

Haven't cleared my debt I been bad missed a couple payments

Paying by my sweat can you tell by my lingering fragrance

LORD will you forgive me for the wrong I've done

LORD will you reward me or is my chance gone

I'm gonna have a heart attack

That's the only way I'll unpack my

Bag choke me out like it's a snag

Waiting for the light to come back on

I been in the dark for too long

Now I'm at the point where I can't take it

Harboring emotions staying strong

A pressure too great and now I'm breaking