What I’ve built with these hands just keeps slipping through my fingers

All the walls I’ve put up just keep falling over and over

When I’m reaching, fighting

Holding on but only

Finding what I need to really come alive

The only way I can see

Is never looking back

To the life I built for me

That always would collapse

At some point we all break where we cannot keep on going, keep going

But the lines I wouldn’t cross, are the ones I keep moving, I keep moving

When I’m reaching, fighting

Holding on but only

Finding what I need to really come alive

The only way I can see

Is never looking back

To the life I built for me

That always would collapse

I will let it fall

I will let it all collapse

To let the scales fall from my eyes

It’s the only way I can breathe

To let who I was Collapse

Fully myself

At some point we all just break

And can’t keep going

You can’t make me fall

You can’t make me fall

When I’m reaching, fighting

Holding on but only

Finding what I need to really come alive

I’m not looking back just to watch it all collapse

Feelings,

Lying, hiding

Always trying to feel better

When I’m crying, fighting

Producing fake feelings,

Lying, hiding

Always trying to feel better