There’s a light leading the way

I made it out easy

Bury me under the dirt, I’ve cut myself to pieces

With my last breath I could say, I’m sorry I don’t mean it

But spite follows me to the grave, I think it’s best I’m leaving

Silent, for so long

You won’t notice I was gone

Carry on, just where you are

I think you let me get too far

Laying in bed, I’m rotting on my phone

Call it and nobody, nobody’s home

I don’t like the feeling you bring with your tone

Anxious with acid pooling in my throat

There must be a reason I struggle to die

I feel like I’ve cheated way more than I’ve tried

Kinda pathetic, imposing my doubt

Imposter I’ll surely get over it now

Silent, for so long

You won’t notice I was gone

Carry on, just where you are

I think you let me get too far

I was begging, you were pleading

I was worried you were leaving

'Course I know I’m not enough

'Course I knew I never was

How’d we get so far away

From all we had, left to decay

All we know is running out

The life we live, forgot about

I’ve had 20 years of this

And maybe 60 more to go

And nothing I can show for it

Not that you would care at all