im a certified mind blower,

Boy you just a dick holder,

Suicidal tide, washing over My whole life,

colder than a block of ice,

Frozen up on both ya shoulders,

Look im gone like hocus pocus,

Get you ripped up by the locusts,

I been chokin on this potent smoke im rollin

Coughin tar up out my lungs like im an advocate of self destruction,

Blessed to see this life and love it,

But still said fuck it, down my goals and aspersions, regurgitate in the bucket,

I got problems i dont wanna have,

 but i still deal with that,

Ringin in my head until my fist could lay a body flat,

I popped a pill so ill relax,

And thats my trauma i cant seem to get away from all the things that im still wanting,

All the money that you flaunting,

Getting queasy in the stomach,

You wont live to see the morning, take the shot and now im on it,

These motha fuckers know that i be really ballin,

im a certified mind blower,

Boy you just a dick holder,

Suicidal tide, washing over My whole life,

colder than a block of ice,

Frozen up on both ya shoulders,

Look im gone like hocus pocus,

Get you ripped up by the locusts,

 I got all these feelings in my head im tired of all this fuckin shit,

Cope with existential dread,

Until i lay down in my bed,

Wake up to the same damn thing that i think about in my dreams,

Trauma,

I got it from my father, brothers, and my momma,

Drugs im using help me for now but not ever in the long run,

Alcohol to take me farther than i was when i was on one,

Xanny mental make me forget all the bad shit that ive done,

Now take me back in time to see how far ive come from the beyond,

Desolation tends to bring out all the shit that ive kept down,

See me screaming loud,

Open up the doors to see the clouds as thunder beats and pounds

im a certified mind blower,

Boy you just a dick holder,

Suicidal tide, washing over My whole life,

colder than a block of ice,

Frozen up on both ya shoulders,

Look im gone like hocus pocus,

Get you ripped up by the locusts