Forgiveness

All the memories been weighing down on me Heavily, clouded by the lies that I believed. I've carried them long. And I confide, I can barely get myself to sleep at night Digging through the memory to see your side. I still think you're wrong. But if there's no forgiveness How'm I gonna get any rest With the ghosts in my head Winding me tight to shallow breath If the words that you said Didn't have to be what you meant Maybe I could live with it I want to tell the truth, lay it on the table there in front of you Look upon the pile of damaged goods, You claim you never knew I want to make you hurt, let you feel the gravity in every word I could give a lesson that you should've learned But what kind of good would that do? But if there's no forgiveness How'm I gonna get any rest With the ghosts in my head Winding me tight to hollow chest If the words that you said Didn't have to be what you meant Maybe I could live with it