I just wanna sleep for a whole week

Pinned to the sheets

I'm a slave to what I choose to be

It's a shame that I feel so free

Need another pill

Need another clip

Need another glass

Need another hit

The thought of quitting just makes me sick

Its not clear and I can't get it out of my head

No! Can't get them out of my head

It gets under my skin

I'm giving up giving up

I've been trying my best

But I can't seem to make this right

I won't let go

You'll never know what's in my mind

(Well here I am) there you are

Thought there'd be more to this than

These meaningless words and scars

But I was wrong

Tell me

Why I'm in this unforgiving place

I know I've been

Guilty every time

I'll take

The blame for all the moments

That I wasted

Wasted all my life

Think too little feel too much

I try to push it out

Try to push it out

But it'll never be enough

Tell me how much greener the grass is on the other side

Quit making this harder than it needs to be

I'm losing my patience with my reality

(Pre-Chorus)

I'm giving up giving up

I've been trying my best

But I can't seem to make this right

I won't let go

You'll never know what's in my mind

(Well here I am) there you are

Thought there'd be more to this than

These meaningless words and scars

But I was wrong

Tell me

Why I'm in this unforgiving place

I know I've been

Guilty every time

I'll take

The blame for all the moments

That I wasted

Wasted all my life

I thought I told you

That this would happen

You've got a head filled with doubt

Now you can't find a way out

I thought I told you

That this would happen

Sick of this shit gotta cut the chord right now

Self induce sleep like I always do

I never wanted to let down all my friends and family, please stay away from me, I've got the worst intentions

I've tried to take my life but the devil keeps me here because I'm serving him somehow...

Relieve me, relieve me please, I'm fucking desperate and I just wanna leave

Tell me

Why I'm in this unforgiving place

I know I've been

Guilty every time

I'll take

The blame for all the moments

That I wasted

Wasted all my life