Dead Flowers

Fuck

I'm drowning in thoughts, my time has come once again

Oh yeah oh

Overslept the whole day, still lying on my bed

And I'm rolling back and forth

Thousands of thoughts are still around in my head

It's hard to explain what's still growing in me

Just look into my eyes

For the last time, the time has come for me to rise

Just look into my eyes

Just look into my eyes for the last time

My life was covered by shadows

Dark forces have pulled me away for far too long

??? on this ??? line

Bullet train has left the 6 for a long time

I just wanted to wake up from this nightmare

But there was no way to turn the page

Issues, fears of loss, paranoia, jealousy

At some point I just wanted to run away

But you, you didn't want to face what we've become

Can't you see what you've done to me and to yourself?

Dead slowly I can recognize myself

I can recognize myself in the mirror again

Tonight, I try to forget

The frames are black and the flowers are fucking dead

It's my life now, I take it back

I was waiting for the problems to solve themselves

Too weak to resist the fight against you and myself

The more I've searched, the less I found

This is the last time that you drag me back down

Fragments of dreams, half asleep, nothing is what it seems

You let me down, you let me drown

I'm never looking back again, you got that?

Yeah

I was waiting for the problems to solve themselves

Too weak to resist the fight against you and myself

The more I've searched, the less I found

This is the last time that you drag me back down

The more I've searched, the less I found

This is the last time

I'm never looking back again

I was just a mask with a crooked smile

You tried to control me for quite awhile

I was on the ropes for too long

Nothing left but a bitter taste on my tongue

Yeah

But now I know how to hide the scars

The time has come for me to rise again