Another memory filled with relics of regret

“You’ll always have my heart” she said

But always seems much longer when it’s not in your head

And I know you’re looking into his eyes

But you still cross my thoughts from time to time

Cause my memory is hazy but you’re still clear cut in my mind

I never thought that we could end up like this

Reminiscing on the innocence that held us

When we talked about our favourite bands and how you hate your friends

I can’t believe that this is what we’ve come to be

And every time I picture you he’s standing there with a dead smile looking down

Cause you ran to him and left me shattered like those bottles on the ground

And was it hard to leave behind everything we worked so hard to find?

Dismantling my state of mind with nothing but aggression

And I can’t sleep

Without thinking of the times we spent together

Did you really mean forever?

I never thought that we could end up like this

Reminiscing on the innocence that held us

When we talked about our favourite bands and how you hate your friends

I can’t believe that this is what we’ve come to be

How many times do I have to tell myself I’ll be alright before it’s real

Cause lately I’ve been talking to myself too much without learning how to heal

And my eyes, they despise anything that reminds me that you’re with him alone tonight

Cause I don’t want to feel this lonely

I don’t want to feel this lonely

How many times do I have to tell myself I’ll be alright before it’s real

Cause I don’t want to feel this lonely

I don’t want to feel this lonely