Yeah

You know what I mean?

Let's go

Uh

I get the feeling that I'm always stuck in last place

Everybody around me is going at a fast pace

Plus my boss is trippin'

And I wanna quit my job, but I can't because the cost of livin'

So I'm feeling like I'm forced to stay

Plus life is a game that everybody else is forced to play

I got bills that I'm forced to pay

Wishing I was a cowboy in the field where the horses play

Listen, it gets pitiful at times

I would be lying if I told you that it doesn't get difficult at times

That's the reason that I'm giving you my lines

So I'm giving you my rhymes

Therefore you can say I'm giving you what's mine

It's hard for me to try to express this

And let alone, I expect more, so I never expect less

Or maybe I'm obsessive-compulsive

'Cause I'ma give the same reaction no matter what the result is

Every day that I rise, I get this feeling inside

And at times I just lose it

Dealing with all this stress, I'm never giving my best

So I guess I'm going through it

Maybe it's my passion, maybe it's my pain

Or maybe it's my desire

I just wanna go, I said I wanna go

I just wanna go higher

Yeah, listen

It's not a game to me, but I know that it's plain to see

As far as I'm concerned, there is nobody to blame but me

No matter what I'm going through, it's all the same to me

I'm tired of dealing with people that are not who they claim to be

Which ultimately gets me to where I am shutting down

And putting up a shield whenever I see 'em come around

Call it a lack of trust or maybe a lack of zeal

It's one of the many emotions that I don't have to feel

I try to push past it, but then I get weary and leery

And push away those that are trying to get near me

It's like a nightmare, I feel like I'm right there

So I'm speaking out to anybody who might care

Am I the only one? At least that's what it feels like

Whenever I must make a decision that doesn't feel right

And there are personal situations I still fight

I'm never going back, but then I'm thinking I still might

Every day that I rise, I get this feeling inside

And at times I just lose it

Dealing with all this stress, I'm never giving my best

So I guess I'm going through it

Maybe it's my passion, maybe it's my pain

Or maybe it's my desire

I just wanna go, I said I wanna go

I just wanna go higher

Every day that I rise, I get this feeling inside

And at times I just lose it

Dealing with all this stress, I'm never giving my best

So I guess I'm going through it

Maybe it's my passion, maybe it's my pain

Or maybe it's my desire

I just wanna go, I said I wanna go

I just wanna go higher