If Before I Wake

Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city I was suddenly wide awake Sitting in the darkness but my eyes they hadn't adjusted I was on my own, on my own I still find it scary Lightning short could start a fire Brick and motor? might not survive Would you start to miss me, would you start to miss me Or am I all alone? No, I'm just a narcissist Too blessed to be depressed, thank Jesus God I'm venting over Love me I'll let you take my sins out on me I'll be your ever after, honey Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city I was suddenly wide awake Sitting in the darkness but my eyes they hadn't adjusted I was on my own, on my own I still find it scary Lightning short could start a fire ? Might not survive Would you start to miss me, would you start to miss me Or am I all alone? No, I'm just a narcissist I'm just a narcissist