Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you In what you say or do? I'm only just beginning To see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold you 'til I die 'Til we both break down and cry I want to hold you 'til the fear in me subsides Romance and all it's strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through all the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold you 'til I die 'Til we both break down and cry I want to hold you 'til the fear in me subsides At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to break through And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how hard you try I watched while love commands you And I've watched love pass you by At times I think we're drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold ya 'til I die 'Til we both break down and cry I want to hold you 'til the fear in me subsides, subsides