Holding On

Holding on doesn’t feel the same

Nothing seems to cover up the pain

Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't hear what I say

Baby, baby

Baby, I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain

Baby, I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on

Baby, I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain

(Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on

Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real

I’ve just been so empty, I can’t fuckin’ feel

But I can feel my body start to fade

My heart is cold

That’s why I’m so sick of taking all these fuckin’ pills

I don’t ever talk about it much

Drinking everyday, just to escape the memories of us

And you paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush

I was in it til’ the end, you was in it for the rush

See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close

'Cause the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most

But it's hard to know your worth, when everything is broke

Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin’ choke

The more pain you go through, the harder to feel

And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal

I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills

And even though I fuckin’ hate you, you have part of me still

Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin’ cry for you

Die for you, I can’t be without you, I would die for you

Bleed for you, I do anything, I'd fuckin’ bleed for you

Why can’t you understand I fuckin’ needed you?

Holding on doesn’t feel the same

Nothing seems to cover up the pain

Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't hear what I say

Baby, baby

Baby, I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain

(Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on

Baby, I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain

(Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on