Here I am again

In a room without a door

When my life makes no sense

But your scent remains the same

It feels like my heart is beating

But I’m quite sure that I can’t feel you

Slowly my anxiety is rewinding my life to the past

Away from you, there's no future

If I reach out for you, will the saints applaud my love

My love for you, my tainted endless waves of love

Away from you, it’s so hard

I’ll cut my throat to kiss your eyes

Away from you, it’s so hard to live without your love

Away from you, I’ve lost my, I’ve lost my wings to touch the sky

How many times, do you think I thought you exist in this world

How many times, do you think I wonder if you are real

How many times, do you think I thought you exist in this world

How many times