The Flux

Thinking myself in a mood I pour the drank in the juice Playing oblivious, know I'm aware but I'm really more free when I do I'm feeling depressed need a break Maybe she'll care when I skate Maybe she wont but at least I'll be free of the pressure that comes with a mate Im feeling like henny is better for me when I'm scared and I dont wanna stress I finally gave in and I hit it again and I feel like I popped me a X I always forget what you mean to me when I be poppin and having success But when I come home I be fully expecting for titles and not nothing less I know I'm a nigga who says he's in love but I've never been popping before So when I get tempted I hope that you build me instead of just leaving me cold I know that I told you some lies before but I promise I dont wanna go I'm only a man but that aint no excuse when I'm cognizant, selfish and cold Balancing lows with the highs To you it aint no surprise To me it opened my eyes But it still doesn't help when I've lied I've never did loving correct before and I'm selfish and often confused And when you hear this and I'm hoping it dont leave you bruised I'm often confused Thinking myself in a mood I pour the drank in the juice Playing oblivious, know I'm aware but I'm really more free when I do I'm feeling depressed need a break Maybe she'll care when I skate Maybe she wont but at least I'll be free of the pressure that comes with a mate Thinking myself in a mood I pour the drank in the juice Playing oblivious, know I'm aware but I'm really more free when I do I'm feeling depressed need a break Maybe she'll care when I skate Maybe she wont but at least I'll be free of the pressure that comes with a mate I pour a double again Look at the call coming in Will it stop ringing? Eventually but I'm creative with text I'ma send Commitment was always a task I keep the hen in the flask Got the whole pint in the bag Too used to being a sav Gotta be careful with feelings involved when I'm popping and getting this cash Always forget what you mean to me when I be traveling popping them tags Try to do better but living a life of vices, habits and vixens Never do ask permission I'd rather ask forgiveness Do not disturb is M.O I had to work on my tempo Try to reminisce a bit more But I be all of the shits though Calling you when I get lit though You always pick up and fall through Think of that time in the car to Now I just think of them old days Thinking myself in a mood I pour the drank in the juice Playing oblivious, know I'm aware but I'm really more free when I do I'm feeling depressed need a break Maybe she'll care when I skate Maybe she wont but at least I'll be free of the pressure that comes with a mate