Actual Pain

That's tearing me apart Deep inside my heart Tell me why I hurt this way Should I even love you anymore? I don't wanna find out why I'm too scared to look behind that door I put my trust in all my faith And every word between us spoken Why do I believe the things you say When my heart's already broken? All this pain I feel That's tearing me apart Is what makes you real Deep inside my heart I can only count the ways I earn these scars but they're all tokens Every time I see your face I know my hope's no longer showing I don't need a reason to believe If my faith's already broken How could I let love lead the way When I don't know where I'm going? All this pain I feel That's tearing me apart Is what makes you real Deep inside my heart Fought so hard Still I feel like I'm in chains When I gave my heart The darkness still remains Woah-oh-oh-oh Woah-oh-oh-oh All this pain I feel That's tearing me apart Is what makes you real Deep inside my heart Tell me why I hurt this way Should I even love you anymore? I don't wanna find out why I'm too scared to look behind that door