Wake Up Alone

It's okay in the day, I'm staying busy Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he Got so sick of crying, so just lately When I catch myself I do a 180 I stay up, clean the house, at least I'm not drinking Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking That silent sense of content that everyone gets Just disappears soon as the sun sets This face in my dreams seizes my guts He floods me with dread Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him, moon spilling in And I wake up alone If I was my heart I'd rather be restless Second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now The dark covers me and I cannot run now My blood running cold, I stand before him It's all I can do to assure him When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light His face in my dreams seizes my guts He floods me with dread Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him, moon spilling in And I wake up alone And I wake up alone And I wake up alone And I wake up alone