Feel

First I lost you, now I’m lost in the drugs

Pop this, take that ‘til I feel numb

All I ever wanted was to be yours

All I ever wanted was to feel love

But I’m six pills in and I feel fine

Can’t stop thinking ‘bout when you were still mine

I just don’t know what to do now

Guess I’ll take another one just to kill time

Can’t feel my face and I can't move

But they say you can’t love what you can’t lose

So I’m sitting here trapped in my own thoughts

Now I can’t feel all ‘cause of you

You ever so lost that you feel alone

You ever scared to end up on your own

You ever get hurt till you can’t feel

I ain’t never had a place I can call home

I ain’t never had nobody I could run to

I ain’t never had a home I could come to

I ain’t ever have nobody really love me

And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you

I ain’t never had nobody I could run to

I ain’t never had a home I could come to

I ain’t ever have nobody really love me

And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you

But it’s really hard to think about you

Can’t breathe, can’t eat, can’t sleep without you, uh

And they all say I lost myself tryna find you

But I’m not me without you, look

I don’t want to go through it no more

I don’t want to do it no more

I just took all these pills

Fuck love fuck life I can’t do it no more

Think I’m fading out

Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out

Please don’t let me go ‘cause I’m fading out

Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out

Doing everything I can to feel something

‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing

Don’t know what to think

Don’t know how to move

‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you

Doing everything I can to feel something

‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing

Don’t know what to think

Don’t know how to move

‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you

It don’t really make sense without you