Never Really Ready

Change is all I know The only guarantee Seasons turn so slow But I must be asleep The last four years have gone Quicker than I thought My whole life was planned God must have forgot I'd make the punches roll with me If only it was easy But I get knocked right off my feet No matter how hard I might try to Be in control of everything I'm never really ready I obsess over the future What a waste of time that's been Cuz I swim to get my head up Just to get back to drowning They think I've got it figured I'm calling all the shots But the truth is I'm a target And life is throwing darts I'm not in control I'm not in control