What once was joy to calamity

Affection has since been deceased

I need you, why can't you see

You're everything, help me

To cleanse this poison, I need your love it's the antidote

But I can't tell when you come in close if you'll kiss my neck or slit my throat

I don't really mind the scars I

Just want you here babe you are my

Gorgeous Nightmare not this, not this

Please don't act so thoughtless, thoughtless

Fucking thoughtless

I always used to blame myself when things weren't going well cuz

You could never see you were my heaven so I rot in hell, of course

I don't really mind the scars I

Just need you here babe you are my

Gorgeous Nightmare not this, not this

Please don't act so thoughtless, thoughtless

Fucking thoughtless

Hatred stays part of the process but

I loved you through all this nonsense

Fucking nonsense

Fucking nonsense

I am okay, I'm not okay

I am alright, I'm not alright

I am okay, I'm not okay

I am alright, I'm not alright

Gorgeous Nightmare not this, not this

Please don't act so thoughtless, thoughtless

Fucking thoughtless

Hatred stays part of the process but

I loved you through all this nonsense

Babe you are my

Grotesque nightmare I don't want this

Fuck you are so god damn thoughtless

God damn thoughtless

Hatred became the whole process

I love you so still I fought this

Still I fought this

Constant stress it makes me nauseous

Fuck this done with love so toxic

Nooooooooo

Hahaha

I hate you I hate you I can't breathe when I'm with you

I love you I love you I lose sleep cuz I hate you