Yeah

I'm not

Seeking sympathy

Or attention

But whoever I try to attempt to be just isn't meant for me and

If I died today then don't give me a mention

I don't even want your prayers sent to me

Cause I was meant to leave and

Mentally

I'm still working to get over it I'm

At a point where I don't even know what sober is

I'm never even sleeping only drowning in the deep end

Cause I'm looking so ahead of me I couldn't see my shoulder chip

Like

Frito lays chillin next to my collar bone I

See no days where it feel like I'm not alone but

You always feeling like you gotta know I'm

Too insane

So I just sit inside at home

And think about the shit that I ain't going to speak on

Talking to myself it's feeling like I'm in a free zone

Plus the world is frozone

I'm just gonna block it

Not a human I'm adopted

And you could've been a doctor

But

You don't even got a PHD

So I'm gone fill this little paper with some THC

And think about the fact that we ain't free

Cause it's a lot of borders made of phobias that we can't see

Sick of you being xenophobic and tryna deny it

Sick of black people dying so now we starting a riot

Sick of people being racist like they gotta have a statement

Why be full of all the hatred when you could just be quiet

(SHUT UP)

If we fight

I'm gone leave and won't come back

this time

I'm riding solo

And I

Can't be safe if it's a war outside

Oh

(If we fight)

(That the walls we built so high are falling so low)

(Falling so low)