Who I Am

Yo, the time is now, my grind is here, shit

My body is focused, my mind's in gear, let's start it

I'm moving at an unstoppable pace, I managed to reach the top of the race

Before it started, damn, cold-hearted man

Rip apart your man, for the green dollar

Plant wherever my target, stay and holla

Shoot and move from wherever my targets land

Damn, shit, I see ghosts when I sleep

It's real, I got to wake up, just to know I was sleep

Holding the heat, cold sweat all on my sheet

'S why I paint the most vividest pictures

For my **** my bitches in the same position I live in

No oil or hot water, just boilin' hot water

Cooking coke, to the oil and hot water, shit

But who am I, man?

Yo, I lived the life of a loner, with a righteous persona

But still sell crack right on the corner

My life consist of, a big puzzle that's mixed up

Big bucks, big drugs, if I get caught, then it's big cuffs

Big bailor gets up, I get out, shit, what? This shit sucks

I need to find another road to follow

One that's new and strong, not old and hollow, oh

As I hold this bottle and smoke this reefer

Listen to some old Aaliyah, I say

Damn, man, shit is crazy, man

And a tear comes trembling down

You never seen a man cry, well you witness it now

Shit, this ain't game from the heart, this is pain from the heart

This for you, Dame, it came from the heart, so

Mommy, I just want you to know

I'm in love with you so, if you wasn't here I'd be in love wit' your soul

My angel, mommy, I'd die faithful

Just knowing somebody tried to violate you

I'll slide eights through the side of their facial

Squeeze and rip apart a side of their facial

I'd take a slug, eat a bullet, I swallow the gun

Shit, you gotta know I'm your son

Damn, this type of love can only come from a son

Hold up mommy, I'm twisted, I'm drunk, listen

Yeah, but it's more than the liquor and weed

Yeah it's more than the liquor in me

Shit, uh, I got to get it together

I was falling off, with drunk words and sober thoughts

So, I'm still speakin' the truth

And what I'm still speakin' is true, this is your youngest son speakin' to you, mommy