I Am

I've never felt so alive

I never had to run and hide

The things I want, I cannot have

The things I need are all so bad

What'd you say?

I could've been, I could've been

I could've been, I am

I could've been, I could've been

I could've been, I am

You could've been, you could've been

You could've been, you are

You could've been, you could've been

You could've been, you are

My best excuse is that I'm drained

From everything that keeps me sane

My sickness keeps me in control

From everything you'll never know

What'd you say?

I could've been, I could've been

I could've been, I am

I could've been, I could've been

I could've been, I am

You could've been, you could've been

You could've been, you are

You could've been, you could've been

You could've been, you are

Does it make you happy?

Does it make you mad?

Why am I still laughing?

Look at what you had

Does it make you feel good?

Does it make you sick

That you knew that I would

Be the one to trip?

I could've been, I could've been

I could've been, I am

I could've been, I could've been

I could've been, I am

You could've been, you could've been

You could've been, you are

You could've been, you could've been

You could've been, you are

No control

No control

No control