Underneath the Gun

Sometimes I can be my own worst enemy A lot of times when I'm alone at night I definitely find myself in a position to be very unhappy with myself This is one of those times Reminisce in this And these dark places that I go to It's against my will 'Cause I don't really wanna be there Go! (go, go, go) I stare into space and hope we're not alone Am I searching for something that's better than home? I've been working so hard Stress is tremendous and pressure is endless No one on this planet like me to be friends with I've been working so hard I've been working so hard I'm underneath the sun And I'm underneath the gun I'm losing my mind and I know there's no remedy Think I'm a failure who's living on memories I've been working so hard Loneliness can't be cured with no medicine Look to the stars so they'll straighten my head again I've been working so hard I've been working so hard I'm underneath the sun And I'm underneath the gun I'm a fool to think the blame goes away Such a fool to take the blame and run away Yet I'm underneath the sun And I'm underneath the gun I'm a fool to think the blame goes away Such a fool to take the blame and run away Sometimes I beat up myself, I block my own way I cloud all my thoughts, please go away Oh, nevermind, please I'm checking out now And won't ever come back Now that my life doesn't exist Yeah, you're right, how does it feel to be right? Knowing that I was wrong? Nothing is right when you're wrong Yeah, you're right, how does it feel to be right? Knowing that I was wrong? Nothing is right when you're wrong Yet I'm underneath the sun And I'm underneath the gun I'm a fool to think the blame goes away Such a fool to take the blame and run away I'm a fool to think the blame goes away Such a fool to take the blame