This sickness it burns inside me

It sticks in my throat I'm gonna choke I cannot speak

Besides it runs the fear of the unknown

Yes, could this be some reckoning?

Wrath for wrongs I've done, comin' back to haunt me

The God I have denied his power shown

But now I can't protest

Although defiant heart it pounds deep in my chest

Oh yes I know that this will have its way with me

For now I choose to go

I know it's just the mind tryin' to interrupt my flow

Intentions all fall down

My soul has died

Feed the greed it's not need I figure so what

Can you fix the hole that resides deep in this gut

Right now I need a drink

So I'll fix myself whatever it takes

I cannot wait

Well now, this will not die

They warned me in church when I was young I could rely

If there's a God, he's one I've never seen

Yes and now I just lament

Did not heed the threat I played the cards that I've been dealt

Like putting out the fire with gasoline

For when I use I lose

Won't face the fear of life without something abused

Yeah, now I'm forced to find another way

My show your final show

A homicide I tried to warn, you should have known

Now I'll take you with me

Show you my pain

Feed the greed it's not need I figure so what

You gonna tell me burn down the hut

Can you fix the hole that resides deep in this gut

I'll fix myself whatever it takes

I cannot

I cannot wait

I cannot wait for your

I cannot wait

I cannot wait, you show me something

Come and get it, come and get it, get some

I feel the need to twist my mind

Time and time and time again

You think I'm playin' to win

I'm doing whatever it takes, you know I'm gonna get some

Come and get it, come and get it, get some

Come and get it, come and get it, get some

Come and get it, come and get it, get some

Doing whatever it takes, you know I'm gonna get some

Feed the greed it's not need I figure so what

You gonna tell me burn down the hut

Can you fix the hole that resides deep in this gut

I know but didn't think so

I'll fix myself whatever it takes

I cannot

I will not wait