I don't wanna do this, yeah

I don't wanna do this, yeah

'Cause I've been thinking way too much

You've been through enough

I would never hurt you, you're the only one

I don't wanna do this, yeah

I don't wanna do this, yeah

'Cause I've been thinking way too much

You've been through enough

I would never hurt you, you're the only one, yeah

Throw my ashes in the ocean, yeah

I can barely even speak

And I've lost all my emotion, yeah

I can barely even breathe

I want you to be okay, I want you to be fine

I'll do whatever it takes, even if I end up dying

Yeah, yeah, I don't wanna do this, yeah

'Cause I'm fragile, you can tear me apart

You can say that I'm worthless, you can tell me to stop

There's no point in pretending that I'm something I'm not

Not afraid to admit that I'm falling apart

P-Paint a universal language and I'm fluent

Thoughts inside my head, think they want me dead

Every night I'm seeing nightmares and I lose it

Thoughts inside my head, think they want me dead

Hands are shaking, I can't breathe

Mind is blank, I feel so weak

Eyes are red and I can't sleep

I can't sleep

I don't wanna do this, yeah

I don't wanna do this, yeah

'Cause I've been thinking way too much

You've been through enough

I would never hurt you, you're the only one

I don't wanna do this, yeah

I don't wanna do this, yeah

'Cause I've been thinking way too much

You've been through enough

I would never hurt you, you're the only one, yeah

Throw my ashes in the ocean, yeah

I can barely even speak

And I've lost all my emotion, yeah

I can barely even breathe

I want you to be okay, I want you to be fine

I'll do whatever it takes, even if I end up dying

Yeah, yeah, I don't wanna do this, yeah