Sometimes I feel hopeless

The ones who are closest only come around

When I'm doin' good and I'm focused

(Fuckin' sad)

I'm sick for my losses, look, hospice wasn't easy

I was down and my plugs got greedy

(They got greedy)

With my mom watchin' TV, momma, please don't leave me

(Please)

I was still sellin' bags, I know Janelle need me

(I know she need me)

My fingertips numb, all this stress gon' kill me

(It's gon' kill me)

I was counted out by erryone, the underdogs feel me

(I know you feel me)

More fake friends, I hate fake friends

(I hate 'em)

It's a rat race and I don't like this place that I'm in

(It's fucked up)

Her hair grew back, how could someone so beautiful

(How)

Die so fast, I couldn't speak at her funeral

(I just couldn't do it)

More lawsuits, I'm stressed out like usual

(Stressed out)

I'm talkin' to my wife, love, I hope I'm not losin' you

(I love you, girl)

They only see the wins, man, they don't know the half

(They don't know the half)

Awake, paranoid, with a pistol on my lap

(My mind snapped)

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

We graduated from the street shit, all the pain, I can't take it

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

It feels good we finally made but I'm still underrated

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

From the trenches to the barbed wire on electric fences

Death threats got me restless

(I can't sleep)

Why they wanna kill me, we don't answer questions

(Why)

Why they wanna kill me, over some genetics

(Why)

I hope when they try, they die before they get the paramedics

I'm well respected, you're not ****

You steal people's shit, on the real, that's pathetic

(It's fuckin' sad)

I saw your complaint and I laughed when I read it

People in my ear like, Bern, you should dead it

(Never)

And if you go to war, I guarantee you'll regret it

(Oh will I?)

A dark road is where I'm headed, I guess I'll never get it

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

We graduated from the street shit, all the pain, I can't take it

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

It feels good we finally made but I'm still underrated

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

(I feel lost, stuck, I hate it)