Letter to God

Dear God, I'm writing this letter to You 'Cause I don't have a clue, can You help me? I'm sitting here, simply trying to figure out What my life's all about, can You tell me? I never wanted to be the person You see Can You tell me who I am? I always wanted to die but You kept me alive Can You tell me who I am? I lie awake conducting this symphony That You have gifted to me But I can't ever sleep Don't be mad, but I get weak inside And I start to fall apart 'Cause I feel nothing I never wanted to be Some kind of comic relief Please, show me who I am I've been tortured and scorned Since the day that I was born But I don't know who I am And I thank You, man, for everything Sorry, I'm so frightened about all of this But I wish I could give You more And all the lights are shining down on me And I feel intimated by it all I never wanted to be the person You see But thank You Oh God, please tell me now Are You disappointed, are You proud? Haven't I done everything, everything? I'm so sorry, I'm so weak And I turned into a freak But I don't know anything, anything I've lost all self-esteem By a billion, everything And I feel nothing, nothing Oh God, please tell me now Oh God, please tell me now 'Cause I feel nothing And, dear God I'm writing this letter to you I am coming unglued Please, help me