First Vision

I see it I see it I see it I see it in front of me I see it I see it I see it This is my first vision I just tried to pay for a round of drinks on my hotel key I've been depressed lately but I say that I'm happy I swear to God I think that death is following me On my third glass of Malbec He hasn't texted me back I fell in love with him but he's a married man Still got these feelings I don't think he'll understand I feel the blood rush in my brain when I touch his hand We could talk for hours Yeah, we'd talk for hours I see it I see it I see it I see it in front of me I see it I see it I see it This is my first vision My brother started saying things behind my back Nobody wants to talk about the elephant We'll just ignore the problems 'til we all forget Something's in the distance Something Something My further light and knowledge gave me second sight I think I lost the spirit maybe it's a sign Let's say I gave up God and Jesus all in the same night What do I believe in and what do I believe? I see it I see it I see it I see it in front of me I see it I see it I see it This is my first vision I used to feel it and now I don't feel it at all I'm painting over all the paintings on my wall My tears are dry and finally I feel ten feet tall Darkness, get behind me Darkness Darkness I see it I see it I see it I see it in front of me I see it I see it I see it This is my first vision This is my first vision