Lost Control

Ummm, yeah

Mirrors they never lie

Don't see myself inside

Why can't I get it right?

I don't know

You're always watching me fall

Shadows they like my wall

Why do I feel so small?

I don't know

So I walk into the dead of night

Where my monsters like to hide

Chaos feels so good inside

Now I know

I've lost, I've lost

I've lost control again

Always do the same and not to blame

I've lost control again

I don't, I don't

I don't know who I am

Always do the same and not to blame

I've lost control again

Tired of being afraid

But lately, I've lost my faith

What is love without pain, it ain't home

You're watching me but I'm below

When I get caught I hope

It's the kind of blackout that will

Take me home

So I walk into the dead of night

Where my monsters like to hide

Chaos feels so good inside

Now I know

I've lost, I've lost

I've lost control again

Always do the same and not to blame

I've lost control again

I don't, I don't

I don't know who I am

Always do the same and not to blame

I've lost control again

I know that I'm a mess

But I ain't trying to be the best

So, whatever's coming next

I better pray

Never said I was an angel

I am damaged all the way

So whatever's coming next

I better pray

I've lost, I've lost

I've lost control again

Always do the same and not to blame

I've lost control again

I don't, I don't

I don't know who I am

Always do the same and not to blame

I've lost control again