I thank you Jesus

I thank you Jesus

I thank you Jesus, for saving my soul

I thank you Jesus

Big ups to Jesus

I thank you Jesus, for saving my soul

Lord forgive me I’m a sinner and I know it’s true

I didn’t want to admit it

But first step is admitting, then it comes with forgiveness

I’m tryna set a good example for the children I live with

Look a 4 year old brother, that boy love me to death

I wanna be his super hero but I’m holding my breath

He look at me like I can’t do no wrong

And that’s ironic cause I’m used to sippin lots of gin and tonic till I vomit

I’m a sinner and I know it, I’m hurting bad but currently I can’t show it

Look I’m not drowning, I’m coasting in the ocean still floating

Waiting on my motherfuckin moment

I got my backpack on my laces tied up

I need somebody to test me to get me fired up

You fuck around with them boys your body tied up

So don’t be running your mouth if you ain’t gonna ride up

Yea, Look, ok I’m so damn Ferocious, I float like four oceans

I flex like hold Hogan, and smoke like Joe Rogan

I slide through slow coasting, them plates say just stolen

My bitch just graduated and majored in pole smoking

I think I’m losing my mind yeah

Running out of that time yeah

Get up out of my way dog, you ain't blockin my shine yeah

Look when everything start piling up you get a different view

Look I need like one or two, something just to get me through

Look I know they out to get me

I know my demons tempt me

I'm only feeling like myself when every bottle empty

And when that bottle full I need another drink

And end up throwing up something inside the kitchen sink

See I could tell this life just wasn’t for me

I hope you look at me and tell me that you like what you see

I’m feeling close to defeat

As close to death as can be

I’m paranoid it always feel like someone’s following me

I got my backpack on my laces tied up

I need somebody to test me to get me fired up

You fuck around with them boys your body tied up

So don’t be running your mouth if you ain’t gonna ride up