2 AM, where do I begin?

Crying off my face again (It's that lil' boy, Deezy)

This a letter to my enemies, won't let me get the best of me, ****

I'm always on my ten toes, I keep that TEC with me, ****

I know they testing me, ****, so I keep that lead with me, ****

When I was all alone, no one was ever there for me, ****

Spotlight on me now, I feel like Pac 'cause these eyes is on me

I'm sinking deeper in that water, it's getting harder to breathe

And from the bottom to the top, it's getting harder to reach

Highway to the riches, seem the road's getting harder to see

Circle small, I keep a few to be around of me, ****

I do this shit for everybody who ever doubted me, ****

In the dark, I'm all alone, I just be talking to mirrors

I drop the stock and put a dick inside the bottom of my pistol

Don't try to come and shake my hand '

Cause, ****, you don't even know me

Just know that when I come alone that I don't come by my lonely

Got something bulky tucked up on me, ****, come run up on me

I keep a torch under my Louis, light 'em up like a stogie

I made a promise that I'm gon' shine like some diamonds

I got these **** sending threats, but I ain't the type to be typing

Keep playing with me, I'll put an end to your world like the Mayans

Got **** tripping off my name, got something for 'em to tie it

**** out here selling dreams, but I'm too cheap to go buy it

Feel like I'm flying all alone inside this plane, I'm the pilot

Got all these angels on my body 'cause I needed some guidance

I asked you **** for some help and all I got was some silence

I ain't the type for the discussions

I don't pick up when it's private

They say that life's a marathon and I'm just racking up mileage

All these guns a **** got, they think I'm part of the ISIS

They saying they'll kill everything

Give this a moment of silence, ****

It's that lil' boy, Deezy