(chorus) x2

It's getting hard for me to breathe it's like I'm suffocating

And I'm so tired of my life that's why I'm frustrated

I know that I got what it takes that's why I'm so impatient

And I've been grinding for so long that's why I'm sick of waiting

Verse 1:

You better watch the clock because I think I just hit that snooze alarm and this life is dragging me by the feet as my destiny

It pulls me by the arms and I be feeling so torn apart just daydreaming until I space out

Don't even really wanna leave my house, I wanna pass out on the fucking couch

Man fuck a job and fuck a 9 to 5, I be feeling like I'm about to lose my mind

Will I ever get to see the sunshine?

All I see is darkness, I be going blind

I'm a satanic 6 6 6 with a crucifix, drag it through my wrist

With a razor blade I hold it to my neck as I am bleeding across the fucking check

I gotta sacrifice so I can get it right that's why I'm giving up my motherfucking life so I can get another motherfucking life, I want 2 kids and a gorgeous wife

I love my girl so I can get a home to go to when I feel alone

Try to fight the voices that's telling me to put a bullet inside my dome

(chorus) x2

It's getting hard for me to breathe it's like I'm suffocating

And I'm so tired of my life that's why I'm frustrated

I know that I got what it takes that's why I'm so impatient

And I've been grinding for so long that's why I'm sick of waiting