Jaded

Mama's getting nervous 'cause I haven't been to church here in a while Honestly, I get it, probably feel the same if it was my child I don't know if it's me or them, but God, I Can't breathe, this stress will kill me Wish I never witnessed the corruption on the inside Wish I never witnessed the corruption on the inside I don't wanna be jaded But I'm bearing wounds from the church of celebrity Jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded (Jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded) I don't wanna be jaded But I think I'm lost and not who I'm meant to be Jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded (Jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded) Another story broke about abusing God and feeling crushed Decades later, pastors rich and famous, while a woman's hushed I don't know if it's me or them, but God, I Can't breathe, this stress will kill me How do I live justice but remember you're the only judge? I don't wanna be jaded But I'm bearing wounds from the church of celebrity Jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded (Jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded) I don't wanna be jaded But I think I'm lost and not who I'm meant to be Jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded (Jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded, jaded) Pain and grief are honest friends we need but don't want I wish nothing bothered me and I could move on What if we're lost? Why is it my business if our system's held up by silent victims?