Nyctophobia

Crushed by the mace I just swung at your face Now your skull barely hangs by a thread That's what you get when you think that I'd let You just tell me that I'm fucked in the head Years of abuse as a stupid excuse To deduce that in fact I'm deranged But that's in the past 'cuz this day was your last Since your spine has now been rearranged No! Please tell them I am sane! I swear I'll serve my time for all those people I have slain! No! I swear I'm not insane! Please don't send me back or they'll stick ice picks through my brain! You won't turn me into your test rat! I don't want my mind to fade to black! Your bloodcurdling cries have now drowned out your lies As I forcibly scoop out your eyes And put you at rest with a knife through the chest But I'm still waiting for your demise All of a sudden you cough up some blood and You scream that it's time for my pills As I turn around I am thrown to the ground And held down by every single limb No! Please tell me I am sane! I don't want their poison filled syringes near my veins! No! I'm sure I'm not insane! Please just get me out or they'll stick ice picks through my brain! You can't turn me into your test rat! I don't want my mind to fade to black! No! Or am I really sane? I can see my victims, now I feel their horrid pain No! I think I am insane Did they just convince me? Were my struggles all in vain? You have turned me into your test rat! I don't want my mind to fade to black! Thrown onto my death bed Tied down with leather belts, I'm totally immobile! Muscles twitching, I'm having a seizure As I wake up from the failed anesthesia! Cold metal intrudes I can feel every pound of the hammer! My conscience pulled out by the roots The hourglass has been shattered Fear of forced lobotomy Cast into the night, Nyctophobia!