How U Feel? (Life)

Hold up Wait a minute I got shit on my mind I would pay attention, but tell me Who has the time? Nobody has the time, cause time has you Nobody writin' rhymes, like your boy Kam do I just feel a sense of relief in the booth Niggas, be lying through they teeth ya that's true Look, I'm just a nigga with good intentions I tried to stay up, but it's hard cause I be slippin' To them dark places, somebody shine a light Let's talk about life, how I ain't livin' right Well you ain't either Pass me the blunt nigga, I'm the Master Chief, uh Stress about life, that's why I'm smokin' reefer I get scared at times One day I might have to live life without my Mom's And that's terrifying I hope heaven real, God can you verify it? I need peace of mind, wish I could free my mind I worry 'bout the legacy that imma leave behind Enjoy your blessings, cause you never know when they'll be gone 3 AM, with the freaks at night This anxiety and I got too much pride Wish I would speak my mind, but it's harder than it seems 'Cus the clouds don't ever move I hate thinkin' certain things Cause imma never say a word about you Won't say I'm really doing well without you Can't live life going through the motions But that's what I'm doing like a wave in the ocean Yet I'm still dreaming hoping that you love me, or you need me Well it don't hurt to try and call I promise baby them niggas ain't worth your time at all A diamond in the rough, pick her up and wipe her off I'm a nice guy with bad thoughts My biggest critic and I think that I done had enough I see it's true, they only miss you when you dead and gone A couple weeks pass by then they'll be moving on I got this feelin' in my chest, I think I'm sinking Everyday get bigger, what's the reason? Can't figure it out, don't know if I'm tweaking Maybe, a nigga just going fucking crazy man We all got demons, just don't give them to the baby See, I've been in a real bad place as of lately Questioning my purpose man, harshly on the daily Trying to find something that will save me, I'm searching Even if I put the work in, it ain't certain Imma make it Cause I don't got patience, and patience is a virtue All I got is thoughts, these the one's that's try to hurt you I know that I ain't perfect, tell myself that I ain't worthless You just look beyond the surface, see my soul is in these verses There's too many of us in hearses, families wearin' black in churches That shit hurt The way we deal with shit is so concerning Imma go and light this blunt and think some more And probably stress about some shit that's outside my control Heyyyy Yeah,yeah And tell me how you feelin' Yeah and tell me how you feel