Tried to think for myself

I fucked up, yeah I get it

If it's bad for my health

Why the fuck I won't quit it

I just talk and I talk

But nobody will listen

When I get what I want

I just hope that you miss it

I hate how you look

I hate when you talk

I hate how you're doin' so well that I think you should end it all

I hate how you breathe

I hate when you smile

I hate the fact that you're happy you don't deserve shit at all

Like the blood in my veins

I know that it's in me

There's a dot on my heart

And I might let it hit me

Know my bones might be broken

Pushing way past my limits

I'll crawl my way out

'Til the minute I'm finished

I hate how you look

I hate when you talk

I hate how you're doin' so well that I think you should end it all

I hate how you breathe

I hate when you smile

I hate the fact that you're happy you don't deserve shit at all