Once again with the gun in my hand, pull the top and down it goes

I escaped this hole years ago now I'm looking out from the bottom

These aren't mistakes but the choices I have made

I have regrets about the choices I've made

I can't take another day

Living in this mental haze

Not another fucking day

I wish I had any sort of strength

sick and depressed and life seems like a chore

I'm not sure I can give any more

I don't know if I know another way out

I fill my head with endless excuses and lies

One more day I need to forget, another night I need to slip away

I keep thinking that I'm better than this

But I know I'm just tired and weak

You saved me before. Can you save me again?

I can't take another day

It's in my blood but not in my heart

My curse that I can't push away

 

You saved me once before, can you save me again