During some abductions, I'm aware of them, of them taking spermsamples. In many different ways, they've done it in many different ways, um... With tubes, with a... like catheters, um... And there's one way I have not been able to deal with emotionally or under aggression. And that's when, where there's a being on top of me...

I can feel it growing stronger

The hate towards them

I got nothing to live for

Only stay as another victim

They've been torturing me my whole life

I cannot understand why!

For how long can I go on

When they have already raped every inch of me?

Why won't they leave me alone?

This is not the life I've chosen

It is time to put an end to this pain

I wanna get away from this hell!

Those black empty eyes is haunting me

Hate and sorrow build inside

I must take my life to be free

This will be my final chapter