Look

Now take a good look at me

Couple demons on my shoulders

Shit weighing on my mind, these thoughts

Feel like boulders, I'm off it

When I smoke this often

I might choke, this coughing gets me closer

A little bit of closure

Sipping on this water when I really want ambrosia

When they told me

"Always count your blessings

Tried shit, failed

Then you use it as a lesson

Don't repeat it ****, always try to keep them guessing"

So I guess I failed

But yes I will keep uphill

I've been down but I ain't kneel

And that's gotta count for something right?

Yeah, to turn this anguish into something nice

The wrong answers usually hold answers

So even when you call, know I probably won't answer

It's not part of the plan

Part of me can't, take it apart and try it again

Like

Maybe I'm right

And maybe I'm wrong

Maybe I try

And maybe I fall

Maybe I'm lost

Running in circles

All of it's hurtful

And I don't like hurting

But maybe I'm right

And maybe I'm wrong

And maybe I try

And maybe I fall

Maybe I'm lost

Running in circles

All of it's hurtful

And either way I ain't rushing no more

Either way I ain't rushing no more

Either way I ain't rushing no more

Either way I ain't rushing no more

I ain't rushing no more